David Tan

2006-06-30T01:04:00.000-07:00

i hate spamers...hate them lots...and if i ever finds out who u are...u are so gonna be dead...

i may be real far away...but u'll be in big trouble...

yeah...hahaz

yeah thats all for now..hahaz

~david

2006-05-12T22:31:00.000-07:00

do you know why i never wanted to talk to anyone about my plans?...yes...its because they all discurage me and wont let me get what i want...so i always feel that keeping things to my self is better than telling anyone...just like my parents...oh well..life is that way...we just have to live with it...so from now on...i am going to deal things my own...and noone else...cuz i know i cant rely on anyone except my self...yeah...thats what i believe now...!

2006-05-04T23:48:00.000-07:00

things never go as planned but things are getting better i guesse...tony parker still becoming my hero!...wahaha...kind a funny right...oh well...now i am really hook in basketball...so hook to it...

well...met a guy name wai jay...his from korea...i idolize his dribble..dam good...oh well...maybe i'll ask him to teach me...lol...yeah..healways skips class...yeah..cool man...maybe i'll skip to when i feel like skipping...

oh well...sigh...still kinda stuck here...but glad i bought a basketball court to put outside my house for me to makeme feel better!...
oh well...

~david

2006-04-17T13:12:00.000-07:00

i hated it when my mom tels me who to make friends with even if she havent met them yet...she judge them on their race and culture...anyway...

well i would say tony parker, my idol in basketball made me enjoy playing basketball again...well seeing him play dam good helps me play even better. always will treat him my "big brother"...yeah even if he dont know me...he inspired me alot and kept me from losing my track...watched him play in NBA every game he has...well hopfully they will become the champion again...oh well...

me?...kinda sucky...had my holdiay..full of project and homework..kinda getting stress already...well didnt realized i will be tress here...kinda strange...always had a thought it would be dam easy here well it is actually...hahaz..oh well...going to buy an ipod for me..hahaz..or maybe zen microphoto...oh...after that...planning to get a parttime job here near my house..kinda something like homedepot...well planning to buy laptop as well..hahaz..then maybe plane ticket after that..hahahaz...speaking of plane ticket...i still dont know if i am going to come back..well..kinda have a strange feeling of something...not going to mtion it here...

just to let u guys know i am not really having a good time here kinda tough..well not really on skul...skul is great...enjoyed it very much...something more personal...oh yeah..to let all the guys know...gals hre are a bomb!...hot like hell...oh man...oh well..but not planning on getting a gal..not really interested right now...want to enjoy myslef with basketball first...wahahaz...too lazy getting a gal...whahaha!...well thatas me!

~david

2006-03-22T17:40:00.000-08:00

i am so fucking angry...dam man...have u ever felt so angry that ur vains pop out and started to feel like killing someone?...yeah..thats how fucking feeling i have now...

dam!!!...can cool down..dam pissed of my mom...man...she makes my fucking life fucked up...its already fucked up and she is making it even more fucked up...dam her...cant stand her no more...i used to keep in inside of em but i cant anymore!!..she is pissing me off man...

the only thing that fucking makes me happy is playing the fucking basketball...and now she is not allowing me to play...fuck man!...i know ur fucking life is fucked up...why mess up mine...its ur life and dont mess my fucking life...i am already fucking pissed...i know u dont have fucking friends...now u are controling my friedns...i only have little friedns here and now u are fucking forbiding me from making friedns with them!...what the fuck do you wann?...mees up ur fucking life not mine!...u said we cant make friedns with filipinocuz u dont like the filipinos here...and said makae freidns with kantonese adn white people...i have two filippino and 10 kantonese and 3 white...now u sais i cant mingle with them cuz u dont fucking know them!!!...what the fuck!!!u dont have to know every freind i have...i know how t ochoose!!...so let me be man!!!...u are the one who insisted everyone to come here and now u fucking meessing up my already fucked up life...what the fuck...haaaaaa!!!..dam...

fuck man...i need to write it down or else i will blow up in anger...dam..fuck...she dont allow me to stay back...what the fuck...i wann to pplay ball...i gave u what u wannt...stupid marks...gave u 90 in math 95 in ss what the fuck else do u wann...i studied hard...now...u dont allow me to stay back and play ball...fuck man!!!arhhhhhhh...cant stand it no longer...need to ask my dad to buy me a bike so that i cant do what ever i wann...

u said we should not act like white people...hey...white people dont get there allowance...why izit i dont get mine...since u started acting liek white people...fine...i will be more indepented..like white people...i will earn my own money...yeah...i am fucking going to work on my holiday...and i will go home anytime i wann..just like them...yeah hope ur fucking happy being a canadian!!!!

dam fucked up!!!!
sorry wess didnt call...thought u were tired so didnt call...

~david!

2006-03-12T15:27:00.000-08:00

yeah...back in blogging...but it wont be very often...

so last friday was my good friedn's bday, bryant...kinda feel bad for him his family never celebrated his bday...so i went to his house yeah...watch nba...wow..its been a ling time since i watched nba...so ate a lot of chips in his house...met his family...kinda cool though...so yeah...cuz the stupid school closed early..we were planning to play basketball for like until very late but the stupid skul closed liao...asked evryone to leave...fuck that teacher...anyway...so yeah...still kinda cold here...the snow still havent melt yet...but soon it will...

so yesterday my brothers bday...lol..alot of bday huh...anyway..we went to our uncles house cuz its his bday too..same as my brother...so we went there celebrate...wow...alto of guests...yeah and my cuz friends came along too...a lott people in the house...i drank bottles only..yeha..my mom ther so must limit to two...cant believe they have saka...the japanes wine...kinda nice though...drank like shots...wee...i never got drunk..then we went for karaoke...but went home after that..oh yeah my brother went to a bar with my cuz...and her friends...i cant go..under age...my brother just turned 19 so he can go...lol..

so today...sucks..stuck at home...oh yeah planning to ask my dad if i can buy a bike..so that i can go home by myself anytime of the day...yeah and i can go cycling with my friend edwardo...he goes to skul with bike o going to to bike with him..lol...wee...just hop emy dada will say yes...

~david

2006-03-04T21:27:00.000-08:00

so yeah...blogged for the first time for a long time...yeah...sahara told me that my blog is dead and my tag board is active..lol..so yeah going to add now...

so finally after the days of my lonliness...i found 2 new friends..yeah..well i met a lot now...since i joined many sport...badminton, basketball..tennis..kinda wierd but yeah...but i always hang out with these two guys...they are filipino...met them at basketball court...but i met his younger brother fist...his name is carlos...so became good buddies with his brother bryant...and erm...another guy name edwardo...

yeah enjoyed going to school now...bryant is a quiet type of person...yeah and very nice person...very conciencous...and erm..edwardo is a funny guy...always makes jokes..yeah...we a;ways play basketball together...

kinda depressing knowing that there are 2 filipino gays and not the names is said on top!...what the fcuk...its such a disgrace to our country and yeah it destroyes the reputaion of our good country...dam them!...oh well..what can i do...

yeah went to bryant house one time..played ps2..weee..yeah..kind afun...and stayed back sometimes go to gym..bryant and edwardo everyday stay back at the gym...so went to tag along with them...

yeah...there is something in my mind..well always though yeah...erm...i really miss my friends but...i'm not sure if they miss me...well...kinda feel they dont...when i first decided to migrate...i asked axel about this...that if my friends would forget me or something...he told me..maybe some but he also said...true friends would not forget you..but now i am wondering if ever i have true friends...yeah...do i?...if ever someone said they are my true friends..thnx...

yeah..my room kind anice though..but not much of stuff...only a bed..a drawer and a study table...kinda empty though....yeah and its full of pictures of my friends..lol...thats how much i miss them...kinda sucky though...if my friends dontmiss me...but yeah...

i'm glad i found new friends here..they are really very nice...met new korean friends..indian...chinese from hing kong...and yeah mostly asian...

just have a relief now so kinda feel lighter...

~david

2006-02-10T18:52:00.000-08:00

THE ART OF LOSING ISN'T HARD TO MASTER
SO MANY THINGS SEEMED FILLED WITH THE INTENT
TO BE LOST THAT THEIR LOSS IS NO DISASTER

LOSE SOMETHING EVERYDAY.ACCEPT THE FLUSTER
OF LOST DOOR KEYS, THE HOUR BADLY SPENT,
THE ART OF LOSING ISN'T HARD TO MASTER.

I LOST 2 CITIES, 2 RIVERS, A CONTINENT;
I MISS THEM BUT IT WASNT A DISASTER.
EVEN LOSING YOU, THE JOKING VOICE, A GESTURE I LOVE

I SHAN'T HAVE LIED. ITS EVIDENT
THE ART OF LOSING IS NOT TOO HARD TO MASTER,
THOUGH IT MAY LOOK LIKE, LIKE DISASTER!

if u understand what it said...then u understand what i always feel from the beggining...what my heart feels...and how i am doing now...i think my long lost cousin knows what it means...i think...oh well...

~david...

2006-01-23T10:41:00.000-08:00

wow...its been along time since i blogged...yeah...no meed to blog in the first place...dam miss all my friends....yeah thats all i could say right now..miss them so much...okay first my best friend wess...my god bro mitchelle and jerome..my brother axel and xianbi...more brothers of mine...CL 05...yeah and my younger sister artini...ur name spelled correctly anot?...hahaz...not sure...my class of 1a 2003...2a 2004....3e 2005... the NU gang...the cliang brothers...the BB...my basketball friends...my NYGS friends...penny and my god sis sarah...yeah...and the BNSS...weee...so many right...oh yeah and for those who sent me of at the air port..thnx guys...really meant a lot to me...and wess mom thnx for the treats....appreciate it a lot...hehez...

dun really wann to blog the things happening here...kinda sucky especially my seatmate...and people who knows my seatmate pls dun tell the world about it..thnx!!!!!!it sucks u know...

2006-01-02T11:03:00.000-08:00

so it comes to the end of the holiday of my frinz here...dam sad cant go out with them again..sigh..but anyway hope they could go out this wed or thurs...sigh...maybe we play basketball...then drink some beers...yeah!..but not sure thoough...cant really blog all the dys here too...lolng...cant help it...and now i am at the lan gaming writing my blog...playing dota...lol..with my cus..weee...its like 3 am now...dam sleepy need to wake up like 8 tom morning...need to go thios place buy some stuff...sigh..oh yeah need to go to this emabsy too...

dam...i wann to blog the night i went out with thomas and harvey..weee...they are really very fun to go with...went to eat dinner at california kitchen...hahaz...nice..eat pizza...after that..went to platy some arcade...weee...then went to this bar...grillas....nice...drank like 5 bottles...yeah...then went abit tipsy..thomas drank 5 too..harvey just 2..jhe cant get drunk or get scolding..lol...

my bro fetched me at 12 at the place...my frnz went home...my bro cus and i went to tomas morator to do some dirty dancing with gals...lol... so went to order 2 more bottles sigh...wee drunk...not reallybut very tipsy..lol...went back home ike 4 am...my parents allowed me to stay up until so late...dont really have any idea why they allow but wee...

hope i could do more of this stuffs...

oh yeah not forgeting my frnz in spore...miss u guys really badly...hope i could see u again...

2005-12-23T02:31:00.000-08:00

today...stayed at home...some bad things happened...really bad..planned to play badminton with mico but this tupid thiong....alamak...!!!!!!!!!!!dam pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!aaaaaahhhh..anyway..i think we are going to play anyway...yeah..so now everything is fine...but i guesse i am still stuck at home...went out to east woods...now at east woods playing comp..just wann to fill up my blog...going to get drunk soon..yeah...hope malaki could make it...hey better come later...hahaz...oh well...

guys at spore...i erally miss u guys badly...i will try to call u guys...

2005-12-23T02:23:00.000-08:00

yesterday...went out with my frnz at shangrila...at around 3..but kinda was late cuz of the stupid photo taking...my cousins wanns us all to take photo..all togetehr..and i am like hurry up...tok alot of photo at the photo shop..yeah..dam pissed cuz of so many clothes to bring..they wann diff clothes..when taking diff [photo..what the........anywayreached home at 3..went off at 4.sigh my frnz are already thre waiting for me...sorry guys..reached there at 4.30 at starbucks...planned to watch king kong but one of my frnz cant watch so didnt watch...went to eat at tokio tokio...went to thios place bought one bottle of alcohol..hehez......then went to my frnz house...wow...his house dam nice..he even have a home theater..wee...so nice...dam nice...super nice...hahaz...so went to see my bro at 10.30...went to metro walk..yeah..bought one bottle again at this place...so yeah...then after that went to east woods drank 2 more...now i am tipsy...yeah...after drinking my cus and i decided to go play dota even if we are having tipsy...yeah...he asked me to try this kind of drink..yeah..but my dad called me so need to go home now...reached home like 3.30...lol...my dad actually let us out until whatever time we wann to go home..hehez...but kinda really very late o he asked us to go home...lol...nice day...but i wann to get drunk...but i cant..i dun know why.lo...ok..maybe soon i will get drunk...hehez...

2005-12-21T22:22:00.000-08:00

today...woke up at 8 went to golf...xian...everytime got this golf thong..man cant wait till 3...going to meet up with my friends..weeee...party..can drink liao...lo...so yeah cant blog long...going to meet them soon..hjehez

2005-12-21T22:15:00.000-08:00

yesterday...went out got this golf from 12 to 2...then meet up with my cousins at 3...played dota for like until 6 i think..yeah...hehez..i amstarting to get addict at it...man..i wann to play again...so yeah..went back to my co\us house..waited for my bro..erm...played dota at home again..my cus is an expertert..so he is the one teaching me..hehez..thnx cus..anyway..still not good though..lol...

my cus went to sleep at our house hehez...then at around 12..my other cus went to our house too...sleep there..lol...hehez..fun..lol..i think thast all..cant wait for tomorrow...weeeee....partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...yeah!!!!

2005-12-20T04:50:00.000-08:00

today..woke up at 10 went to take photo...yeah..anyway...afetr that went to play badminton..for training the whole afternoon...now i am dam fcuking tired....i think i will be sleeping very ewarly...yeah...hahaz...finally i found a trainer to train me...weee...happy i guesse...tomorrow another golf...xian!...oh well...mico got this thing at his school..oh well...so cant play badminton with him...erm..thuirsday..i am going out with malaki i think...ron jared ig cholo gambi howard...totsie...tuquib..patrick...wow..and more i think..yeah thnx ron for organising this tuffs...yeah..i think i will be playing with mico on friday...cuz got this competition thing..yeah from 9 i think until 3...yeah that will be for my few days here...

2005-12-20T04:33:00.000-08:00

yesterday...wow...went out with mico again but this time with his sis and with my cus...played badminton again..went to play golf first at 12 to 2...then went to greenhills where i usaully play...erm..reached there at 3...man we should be meeting like 2 but anyway he aslo reached later than me...lol...wow!...he became dam god at badminton...alamak!...we used to play every year...when i come back to philippines...erm..mico and i were at the same standard in badminton...now he is better than me...oh well...he trained every 3 times a week...how not to improve!...lol...we played doubl;es..he and his sis and me and my cus..of course we lose...but didnt really played serious...i think mico didnt play serious too...so yeah...then we played singles...me against mico..yeah i lose...again we played slag...so maybe on friday we will play serious...then i could decided who is better..i hope i can still beat him like last time..well...he also used to beat me last time..lol...actually we planned to play dota but he is a badminton addict..so we played badminton instead...yup...erm..chatted alot instead of playing...he got this aquantance party...he didnt go cuz he wann to play badminton..yeah i think that was the other day we played oh well...kinda mixed up everything..lol...erm...went to eat dinner with them..weee....eat at shakies...2 pizza...yeah..long time no eat...and one pitcher of sprite...hehez...so eat until 7.30...then me and my cus went home...mico and his sis waited for their parents to come and pick them up...so went home...yeah my cus and onother cus went to sleep at our house...

2005-12-17T03:32:00.000-08:00

wee...yesrterday was fun..went out with my uncle cus my bro and dad..went out from 8pm until 2.30 am..wee...nice...hehez..dun really wann to go onto details on what happened...if u wnn find out ask me personally...i'll think if i wann to share...hehez...today...woke up at 7.30...need to meet my frind at greenhills...yeah...but dam sleepy.. anyway..glad i met up with him...wow...he play badminton dam good...dam...cant beat him anymore...i used to beat him...didnt know he went training every twice a week...but we had this friendly competition with other ppl...wee...we won..as usual..we two are unstoppable..the best partner ever...

so went to play for like 9 to 12.30...then went to eat lunch..sigh..why u nenevr told me ur parents going to eat with us...dam pai se sia!...anyway...he have aquantance party but he kinda dun wann to go..suddenlyked me to play dota...lol..planned to play...but never play..he kinda need to go derma thing...u know i dun lie going to derma...its so fcuking painfull...why u like sia?..anyway...forgot to mension his name...yeah...his name is mico..a.k.a. emil...he asked if i wann to play dota with him this monday...erm...i may not go or may go..not sure..cuz i have this stupud golf thing from 12 to 2..dam it..anyway will ask my dad for permission if i can skip it...i just hope i could...

yeah now 4 of my cus id going to sleep over here...at my place...so just spend sometime filling up my blog...yeah for wesslees skae...lol.kidding...

so maybe adding later...and may be goj g tonline later...

cya guys..miss ya a lot!
~david

2005-12-12T00:56:00.000-08:00

erm..today went to play golf..from 11 to 1...then went to eat to this place eat some halo halo..but couldnt finish it...yeah was full...then went home..watch tv now writing blog...yeah..i think that it...for today...tired...

2005-12-12T00:43:00.000-08:00

erm..this was for yesterday...erm..my cousin slept at my house yeah since friday..so we went to this thing eagle ridge...yeah it was a celebartion of the masion..my dad is one of the memers so we were invited to this place...planning to wake up at 5.30 am...but woke up at 6.30 instead..yhnx to me woke at at 6.30...so went there quite late..yeah...they had this basketball competion against the senior masion vs the junior masion..yeah and we were the junior masion..too bad we lost to them..sigh..and i could even play the way i used to play..caouldnt believe that my stamina dropped like hell...yeah i know why...due to s***e...yeah u should know what it is...now i decided to stop as in not even a single sstick unless a special occation...if my friends here wannted to go to pubs and stuffs or disco and ended up with few stick..haha...oh well...after plaing basketball went to eat lunch...yeah..not bad..but i was dam tored no appetite to eat...so went to eat dessert..yeah fruits..love it...yeah wanted until 3.30..had this badminton competition..of course they had no chance of winning against me..they lost...adding to that..yeah i kinda gave them a chance...always see to it that i win by one pint..so that it wont be too emarassing for them...haha...

this was the whole day..then went to eat at my cus house..wow..the place is dam cold...nice i love it ...watch FRIENDS..yeah..i love that show it alwasy mad eme laugh like carzy...my cus had a whole season of FRIENDS...so watch until 10..then went home..erached home...i was daead tired...so went to bath and sleep...

2005-12-09T08:09:00.000-08:00

so jsut reached hoem and i am dam tired...went wakeboarding the whole day..xian...i wann badminton lah...sigh..anyway...left my phone at home and like no message recieved...sigh...i have been expecting some message...dam...seh never message me..oh well i told her not to..lol..

now...i am just giddy...drink some alchol with my bro cuz and dad...wow..my dad...well he allowed me too...oh well..nice..though..hope i could do it more often...

oh yeah...wess...maybe soon i will do it..lol..u should know what i am talking about..hehez...yeah...cant wait for it..

sad, mssing my friedns badly...and excited...dun know what to feel...

oh well...

gtg...going to sleep..hehez..very giddy

2005-12-08T07:33:00.000-08:00

so today again no mood..but for the sake of writing..i write...erm..morning went to golf training..sigh..i wann badminton..my dad gave me this stupid golf thing...i awnn piano lesson to polish up my skill...he kinda wann me to do wakeboard...sigh...i wann to play basketball...can u just let me play?...anyway...going off soon need to wake up like 4.30 to go awkeboard...morning...what the...he wanns me to sleep now..lol...

okes gtg...cya

2005-12-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

its been a long time sice i blogged...kinda had no mood to...to sad maybe...but these past few days was kinda fun when i was in spore...really enjoyed muslef...but the sad part is that i hasd to leave...man...i wish i ddint had too...sigh... yeah..sad and missing my friends thast all i can write now...too sad...anyway...gtg...yeah..again no mood lol...few more sentence...

everytime i see a nike cap...i think of my best friedn wesslee...

everytime i see an adidas cap...i think of my best god brother mitchelle...

everytime i see a stuff toy...i think of my best brother axel...

everytime i use a deodorant...i think of my good friend xian bi...we kinda share a lot of stuff during camps...oh yeah...what happened to the socks in the shower on the roof when we were bathing?...

everytime i eat pizza...i think of me and wess ordering canadian pizza...eating one box each ..wow..nice...hope i could do that again...

everytime i see the ring the my friedns gaev me...i think of my all my friends...the time i shared my time with them...camps i had was inforgettable...cl meeting too...toning with wess early morning at 3 was also the most enjpyable part..going orchar?...lol..cyclying was fun...everytime i see pple cyclying..i think of hte times i ton...sigh...too many memeroies makes me feel bad...that i wont be able to do it again..

yeah realy no mood..so i wann to go now..

2005-11-26T04:06:00.000-08:00

so went to ton with wess..went to orchard...erm..planned to go there...but kinda have no time left...enjoyed myself though...fun...yeah...took some vedio and some photots of the places we took...stopped here and there..almost got lost...went back home...scared like hell dude...i think my parents knows i went out...my blanket...somebody touched my blanket...man scared when i woke up...i was also scared to bath...man...i got nothing to say more...just dam scared...

woke up at 11...still sleepy but kinda need to...i have boys brigade...sad man...sad...sad...sad...sad...sad...the people i wann to meet dint go...they said yes then suddenly they never go..they didnt even told me that they are not going...fcuk man...you mad eme sad the whole day..axel...narith and mike...sad man...well..yeah it rain...but it stopped somewhere during the day what...anyway...i just wann to spend time with mike and narith...kinda been along time since i spend time with them...i've been really carzy in BB...i just wann to smile to them...so inorder to do so...i went crazy....dam crazy...i got nothing to say to myself...oh well... thats life...

went back home...parents not at home..so went to cook some pasta for myself...yeah..not bad...too oily though..but nice...so now i am writing my blog...going off now...soooooo tired like hell...going to sleep early tonight...gudnyt guys...

~david

2005-11-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

so...today...yeah fun maybe...yeah at night...dam cool man...and this will be very long cuz its a very long day..very very very long...haha...

morning...went to VS...planning to send chris to airport...yeah..he asked me to come like 9...then we go...but in the end...we went offlike 11...lol...his mom angry with him...lucky i go with him or else..he's dead...hehez...reached his house...he went to bath like supper fast man!!!!...lol...faster than me...2 min...can u believe that?...lol...no offence chris but really dam fast..lol...

went to his dad office...he kinda needed to go drop a letter to his dad...wow...first time saw his dad...he speak dam cool...lol...his dad..kinda still need to work so...he sent us to eat...wow...the reastaurant dam nice...and so expensive...wow..lucky his dad payed...ordered pasta and frapoccino...yeah man...nice...went back his home...cuz his dad need to cchange...then went to airport...yeah...hey I WANN TO TAKE A PHOTO WITH U SIA!!!...lol...butnever had the chance...sigh...

so..called my friends if they can come out..they seemed liek all cannot...sigh...so went to watch harry potter by myself...sigh..oh well...lucky got nice timing...yeah man...

after went to see the camp leaders...yeah..fun...man the ybastered me...i came..shafeiq...aske dme to go mac first with him...suddenly...i went to the conservation room...man...artini was the first person to put whip cream on my face..dam you...xian bi was behind holding me back...next time then continue...kinda need to go now...mom angry liao...

now i continue...my face...smell like fcuk...i dunn know how to explain but it stinks dude...washed myself up...luckily andre lend me his shirt..wow...nike man...nice...i dun think he will be able to see it again..cuz it will be mine...hehez...played some games...eat some pizza...chat...do all kinds of stupid stuff...i mean really stupid...really stupid...i cant explain...got kissing...guys fcuking...lol...etc...man it was fun...xian bi kept on asking me if i enjoy myself...erm...i dun know how he knows that i am very sad inside...xian bi...how u read my feelings one...sigh...hahaz...he made me think of what happened during the times we spend together...sigh...u made me cry like hell dude...late at night...thats why i cant sleep...so wess asked me to ton with him...yeah...kinda wann to say more but its too long already...ok

going to miss everyone...

~david

2005-11-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

today...not really bad...call chris if i can come along wit hhim..in the end my parents said no...so..cant go...only in the afternoon..he said he got something on already..so went to mitchelle house...play ps2..all day...yeah man...3-0...hehez...thanks to wess...he kinda teach me a lot in the soccer game...no matter what you do..u wont be able to beat him...

came home like 6.30...eat dinner...used the comp...now i am chatting with fareez...he's dam cool dude...met him in the camp...hope i could see him before i go...and iqbal too...and harith...sigh........

i dun really know...suddenly i got nothing to say mow..coming to the end of my days here...yeah...reach there got my scedule already...play badminton and polish my piano skills...go scuba...wakeboard...sigh...too much to do too little time...

anyway...i just hope things will go out well for me...

~david

2005-11-23T06:12:00.000-08:00

kinda no mood to blog right now...so...i'll be here just for a sec...yeah...i just feel bad...i rememebred what axel said...every good thing has an end...so maybe everything that i feel good about now is coming to an end...sigh...sigh...sigh...kinda waiting for chris to online...wann to send him off...

~david

22 NOV. 2005 (TUESDAY)

2005-11-22T07:23:00.000-08:00

comes to the end of the day...to bad i just stayed at home...oh well...bored as usually...thinking of what will happened to me when i leave my friends....sigh...too sad now...maybe...or i am just thinking i am sad...but oh well..what i feel...every beginning has its end...but is there end in friendship?...i just hope there is not...but its just only me...i guesse....my friends?..i dun really know...but i just feel that way....

played the computer the whole day again...packed some more of our stuffs here...now my house is really empty...only left my computer and clothes...erm...just found out too that my parents bought a house there...man...saw my room in the picture...happy and sad....thats what i felt...

so end of the day...just used the computer....oh well....bored...

i wrote littl etoday...cuz there is nothing much to say though...

~david

21 NOV. 2005 (MONDAY)

2005-11-21T05:51:00.000-08:00

hi...wow...this morning thought wess called me around 11...woke up at 12..tried to call him..thought there is something he wanns....nvr pick up the phone..basket...called his house...his mom said he sleeping...oh well...his mother asked if i also just woke up...my voice really sound just woke up...lol...

went to eat lunch...oh well...called axel what to bring and where...when i put down the phone...andre called and asked if i am going...cuz i am already late...lol...hehe..thnx for the concern...

reached like 2.30...oh well...fcuk...i forgot to bring the payment i need to pay the school...so need to go back another day just to pay...sigh...reached school...basket...they never told me where it is help...i went to look for them in school...i am glad i went...they really made me feel somebody...not nobody...lol...dun understand..?...then too bad...i also dun understand...

played some games...talked (discused about the camp thing)...mr. tan ordered some pizza...4 boxes and KFC...yeah...thnx mr. tan...ofcourse also got drinks...he kinda spend a lot of money...thanks you very much mr. tan...sad to hear your leaving too...they sure will miss you..not forgetting me...i too...going to miss you..and giving me the opportunity to be a camp leader...i kinda asked for it...and he gave me...thanks...its worth it...no tons of gold can replace the experience i had with them...

we ended our day with some reflection of each other...give comments(good)...to everyone on a piece of paper pasted behind our back...thanks camp leader...i kinda made xianbi cry and artini...sorry...but guys...you really made me feel saying all those stuff...what i wrote came from my heart...

went back home around 7.30....didnt eat dinner too full cuz of the pizza...hehe...wess sms me and called me if i wann to go out...sorry dude...i cant again...i told you must ask early...so that i can go...talked to him for few minutes cuz he meeting chris and marvin...he put down when he borded the mrt...hey dude...just have fun okies...take care always...

~david

20 NOV. 2005 (SUNDAY)

2005-11-20T05:58:00.000-08:00

so...here i am...stayed at home...used the computer the whole day...sigh...thats all i can do...oh well...called wess dun know what time...he sleeping sorry to disturb ur sleep...bored...talked to fareez in msn...he dam funny man...hehe...went to chucrh...seddenly wess called me...went to toilet to talk to him...my mom dont know i have hi card...hehe...asked hiom if i can sleep at his place this tuesday...if he can...then that wou;ld be great...after church went to see my dad at the airport...then went to eat dinner...after that went home...now writing my blog...sigh...today...like i did nothing much compared to last time....hehe...hey wess...hope you can make it on tuesday...lol...okies...

~david

19 NOV. 2005 (SATURDAY)

2005-11-19T19:56:00.000-08:00

today...one of the happiest day i had...well sometimes i think of someone that makes me sad...well...i am just hoping...wishing...dreaming...

planned to go boys brigade...but in the end went to wess house...oh well...sigh...i wann my promotion...stayed at wess house the whole afternoon and evening...

watched tv at wess house until 3.30 i think...then went out to play soccer out side his house...we actually wanted to do freestyle...unfortunately my phone spoil...cant take vedio...sorry dude...going to buy soon...lol...his mom asked us to go play at the field...got challenged by other people...well we lost...sigh...too tired...so didnt put in effort...hehe...got ole by wess a lot...sigh...pls stop bullying me in soccer...hehe...i know i really suck at it...went back like 5...had an idea of watching movie...well...no nice timing and i watched the exorsist already and wess watched harry potter laready...so didnt bother to watch already...man...it sucks...i wann to watch leh....lol...wow...he did his sit up like fcuk...wow...200 straight...i only can do like 100...sigh...and by that time..i will be like so tired...oh well...ate dinner at his house...food was great..specially the fish...lol....like it man...the egg thing was not bad...vegies...not bad too...lol...and chicken....

suddenly went out with his sis and mom...went to take bus 7...all the way to the end of the stop...went down at dunn know where interchange...took bus 7 back...passed by orchard...nice..full of lights...i think philippines is better...lol...but orchard was nice...

dude...i really wann to help you with your problem...so i tought...if words i say wont work...then maybe by force...every where we go...he ended up rememebring her....fcuk it man...and every single detail of what they did together...he rememebered...sigh...how am i suppose to help you man...i have been trying for like almost a month now...i guesse...i am very unreliable person...sorry dude...you've got such an unrealiable friend...sorry...hey dude...i feel sad for you too you know...so pls cheer up and hope soon you will get over her...oh well....

almost reach home...ordered some pizza...reached the bus stop...went to buy some drinks...hey dude...pls...this is my treat...i wann to treat my best friend before i go...okies...something to rememeber me by....hehe...ate it while watching man u play...my prayers worked for soccer...sorry i dun know why it does work for gals...man...lol...

his mother sent me home cuz my mom asked me to be back by 12...thanks....

planned to go cycling at around 2...unfortuantely i fell a sleep..sorry man...cant help it...maybe tonight...if you wann...sorry again...

overall day was great...

~david

18 NOV. 2005 (FRIDAY)

2005-11-18T18:51:00.000-08:00

today...cool man...enjoyed myself...hehe...woke up at 11...called my friedns if they are confirm to go out...man i was scared i thought they all not coming...oh well...cuz i called andre he told me that xian bi going out with xian ming and axel going out with wai ying...fcuk...scare the hell out of me...so called xian bi...he told me they are going...heng...lol...

we met at bugis...xian bi and xian ming was just a mrt away from me...so they reached the place first...met at the gardians...didnt know xian bi was a shoper...he knows bugis like fcuk...everywhere he goes he knows the shoper...man...cool...we walked around and went to look for jessie and cassandra...i didnt know they were coming...oh well...they suprised me...but i didnt care...i still act like myself infront of them..the real david...hehe...i think wess havent seen the real me yet...sorry man...i'm just not comfortable being a fcuking "pervertic" infront of you...hehe...so...kinda went to play pool...wa...cant believe i kept on winning...lose like very few...won a lot...suddenly wai ying and axel came...played pool with them as well...weee....no ppl inside...we scream and laugh like hell inside....lol...saw go ping, ivan, ze wen, etc...(basketball players of BNSS)...wow...xian ming played with them...he was trashed...hehe...better luck next time dude...lol...played until 5.30...jessie was pissed with us and walked off with cassandra...oh wel...too bad...

we met atini and adilah...hehe...fun man...they two very funny...every minute...sure they smile and laugh...they also cant stop dancing...like they are possesesed or something...lol...joking...and way...ate our dinner...first went in "forgot the name restaurant" see the menu...dam ex....went out..pai se sia..went in then went put...so ended up eating at the food court...lol...bought this stupid dessert...fcuk...dam like fcuk...lol...so disgusting...adding to that i bought 2 one for me and axel...hey...i paid for it...better eat it...lol...well we just played with it..man its disgusting...its $5 you know...lol...kidding...

after eating we decided to watch movie..well...cant figure out where we want to watch...sigh went everywhere to l;ook for good timing of the movie...went to lido...orchard...plaza sing...in the end...we watch where we started...at bugis...lol....we watch the exorisit of emmy...thing...yeah...well...wess sure knows i'm dam scared...but still i wann to watch...cuz everyone wanns to watch...didnt want to spoil everything...lol...sat beside xian bi (right) and atini (left)...man...i cant believe i grab xian bi arm...fcuk it..scared like fcuk...oh well...yeah...covered my face life almost half of the movie..lol....call me what ever man...but...dontknow why i'm scared...oh well...went home like 12.30 am...cant belkieve my mom alllowed me to stay out until very late...first time...

i brought home some honey stick...for my mom...man...its so addictive...boguht like 10 of it...it cost 40 cents each...oh well...but its nice...

we took the last mrt....went home...fun...happy...smiling...but heart...crying...lol...i took taxi with axel...i dropped first...gave axel 50 bux...for the taxi..oh well...hey better pay up...hehe...and the movie ticket...that one my treat...hehe...okies...man now i'm bunkrupt...sigh....oh well...

good luck to everyone...

nice day for me...heart still crying...man..it sucks...oh well...trying to enjoy myself here...hey wess...can go out anot?....hehe...sigh....

~david

17 NOV. 2005 (THURSDAY)

2005-11-17T20:58:00.000-08:00

so...school ends at 12.30...bio was fun...but too bad i dun undersatand that much...wess...he knows a lot man...could tell what the teacher wants to explain...dam...your always good in bio...sigh...hope i could be as good as you so that i can reach my ambition to become a bio chem or bio med...sigh..."what to do"...thatsw hat he always say when his correct...sigh...what to do?...lol...

anyway...they went out...yeah..chris...eddy..and wess....unforunately...david didnt go..why?...i also dun know...its too complicated though...hope they wont think hat i dun wann to go out with them...sigh...dun worry its not about gals..hehe...personal stuff....lol...

man...dam sad...you know...i havent leave yet and i already feel like i already left and feeling depressed...what more if i really leave...i cant imagine what will happened to me...man...

wess...you know what...the only reason why your always sad..is because you dun look at the positive side or the bright side....thats why...you have a lot of happy things going on on your life...but you insisted on looking at the bad side...unlike me...there is nothing bright to look at but still i'm as cheerfull as ever...trying my best to smile even my heart is crying...okies...i know you also feel the same way..but look at the bright side always okies....your friedns may not be always there for you...but i can confirm you that one your friends is always there for you...and thats me...hehe...okies...

cheer up...look at the bright side...like me....even if there is nothing to look at...lol...okies...

~david

2005-11-16T00:16:00.000-08:00

so today...went to school...wess asked me if i can accopany him with his thing...so yeah...i wanted to go...cuz he is going alone so i canlced my thing with mitchelle...sorry bro...in the end..didnt go with him cuz chris and eddy was there to accompany him...so i went home...really sorry bro...i cancled the thing...oh well...what done is done...but i also dun wann my best friend to be going to park way alone...hehe...in the end...they all went home...lol...

sigh...my friend really is very troubled...and i ant even help him...sigh...i always wonder what kind of friend am i...cant help my friend when they are feeling down...man...it feels sucks man...oh well..hope u'll feel much better someday...and soon...hate to see my friend feel down and sad..and i cant help...

oh well...maybe later i'll add more at night...

okies...

~david

2005-11-15T00:08:00.000-08:00

woke up at 10...sigh...what a sleep...good man...asked permission to play computer from my mom..suddenly something wrong with the computer....mom scolded me and forbbid me to use the only game i have...sigh...now i'm dam bored...cant believe i'm writing blog man...dun ussually write here...just started after my camp...hey camp leaders...can you guys try not to make me cry...and pls dun sing the song again...it makes me feel real bad...and sad...thnx...

man...hate to leave....so...today...i just slept the whole day...wa...like pig sia...hehe...oh well...cant really say much cuz the only thing i did was sleep...and sleep and eat...so yeah...at night...did 250 sit up...hey wess...i wont allow you to beat me dude...hehe...

so yeah..this was my day...sleeping day...lol...

~david

2005-11-14T05:47:00.000-08:00

so...comes to the end of the camp...sigh...i dont want to break camp...its the worst man...so...time had to come....

early morning we ate our breakfast...then continued out tally match...hehe...my group won the first two games...sigh...i wasnt there to support them...man...it sucks...but we won..the next two games...we didnt win..well...i dun really know why...haha...ened up with picture taking with every group...we sabotage them..hehe..campers...are you guys wet?...lol...they took a picture...on top of them was my fellow camp leaders...waiting to pour water to them...haha...very funny man...lol...oh well...

hey iqbal...farith and fareez....sorry didnt tell you whats going to happened during the picture taking...hey iqbal...you sprayed water on me...wa lao he...lol....hehe...oh well i guesse i deserve it...lol...

wa...the campers didnt wann to break camp...hehe...they love us so much izit?...lol...oh well...after that went to mac eat some lunch...the mac was full of bnss...and camp leader...i think around 15 camp leaders was there...wa....a lot man...hehe...after eating went to play soccer...man..we lose like fcuk...lol...sigh...went home at 4.45..reach home at 5....went to bath slep at 5.30...woke up at 10...nice...

well i almost cried...thnx to xian bi..and the camp leaders....i'm going to miss all of you man...pls dun sing the song again..or else i'm going to cry...sigh...

~david

going to miss you all...

2005-11-13T03:29:00.000-08:00

well this is my second day of my camp...xian bi and i tried to wake up at 4.30 to do our scrip for the camp fire presentation...ended up waking at 5.45...sigh....went ti shit and bath...wow...the water...dam cold man...super cold...but i always bath in the moring...cant do anything with out bathing...well thats me...hehe....

went to eat our breakfast...sigh...ate only very little stuff...kinda in a rush...i met 3 good friends...iqbal...fareez and farith...oh well...enjoyed my stay there because of them too...man they are really very nice to me...and me to them...

went for activities set for the campers...my group made a name..ENERGIZERS kinda cool...my group started of with kayaking...didnt join them cuz i didnt wann to get wet on a dirty water...well...you can call mr anything you want but the water is really very dirty...thanks jun wei for taking my place...there...our next stop was rope course...i was the one belaying the campers....after our rope course went to the rock wall climbing...now i only belayed my group members...wow...icebal...didnt know u can climed until the top...but next time try not to occupy the other lane...they needed to wait for you to finish...hey miitchelle...u were diffited by mrs koo...man u suck...lol...kidding...after the rock wall went to eat lunch....and continued our acivities...

hmmm...next stop was the zip line or flying fox...i ened up slleping..got really bad head ache...asked for penadol but they instructor asked me to ask mr tan...but mr tan said no cuz i will be very sleepy but i already lsept..hehe...he told me if i wan to rest ask him and he will let me sleep in my hut...oh well...hehe...after zip line we went to absailing..kinda easy for them...jsut go down will do...ended everything at 4.30 i think...

gave them one hour and 30 min to prepare for their camp fire too...well...the leaders of the group E...us...decided not to help...hehe...wellli did contribute some to make it more a presentable...lol...after that we went to eat our dinner....then we pepared the fire thing...everything went well...yeah man..wo oh...

the P and the VP went to watch the camp fire...wow...my goup did really a good job...man...ENERGIZERS rocks man...good job all of you...

well the camp leader also have presentation...didnt practice not even once..so kinda sucks abit...but it went out very well...after that we ended up with screaming with loud music...hehe...went out wild man...jumping everywhere...screaming dancing...wow...nice man..really nice...i asked icebal to sit on my shoulder...wow...he was the "tallest" amongst us...wow...after him was mitchelle...hehe...dam heavy bro....beter lose some weight...hehe...

they ate their supper and went to bed at 11.30...hehe..well the camp leaders went tp sleep at 2...went to eat our very own supper...yeah...curry chicken...suddenly french fries and chicken wing arrived wo oh...yeah man..nice...then bath with da yan and xian bi...we talked crap inside...wow...my s***m was "transparent"...lol...kidding...didnt do inside...you thinki carzy?...hehe...got socks stuck on top...lol...enjoyed the bathing part...hehe...funny man...

went to sleep at 2..hehe...talked with my fellow camp leaders...enjoyed it a lot...i bonded even closer with the 3 malay friends...going to miss u all man...hehe...

well the day went out even as great as we expected...it rocks man!!!

~david

2005-11-12T03:15:00.000-08:00

so...went for my first day of my camp...well..didnt really went the first day...i kinda needed to "sent my grand mother to texas on nov 11" lol...hehe...oh well...my campers told me that it was fun anyway...hehe...lucky i decided not to go...well my real resean is that i wanted to accompany my best friend wesslee...he kinda needed my presence...so yeah...but ended up meeting chris along the way...

went to school at 10..reached at 10.30...i went to food court bought some strepsils...for "medication"..lol...cuz we cant bring anyfood or sweets...hehe...but i guesse i'm smart enough to buy some stuff...hehe...so went up the bus at 11.30 i think...and reached the camp site at 12.30...

wow...what a welcome from my camp leaders...didnt expected a warm welcome from them...i answered 100x why i did not went the first day of the camp...hehe...gave the grandmother thing...lol...

i was assigned to group E...wow...my god brother mitchelle was in that group..yeah...at least i know someone there...oh yeah not forgetting chalres...they are from boys brigade...so i kinda blur when i reach there...cuz i am one of the camp leader...

i satrted with introducing myself to my group...kinda boring cuz the leaders...including me...kinda didnt know what to do...but as the camp went allong...i got used to it and coducted a fun activities...i think they didnt really enjoyed the first day...i was really very blur and didnt know what to tell my campers...sigh....

we had our supper at 1...we delayd quit long from our scedule..ended up getting the camperssleep at 1.30...oh man...they should have slept at 12...all the camp leaders had our own different supper...hehe...we had roti prata...hehe...campers only had bread...lol...xian bi and i bath together...and slept at 2.30...wow...

so thats what happedned at the first day of my camp...

enjoyed it...

~david

hihi....

2005-09-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

this is my first time...so...dnt really know how to use it...and yah....hi!!